Strong? Brave? Not me......

People think I'm strong and brave - but I'm not. My God is my strength - He is a good good father who loves me so intensely and He is carrying me through this. I surrendered my life to Christ and He is taking better care of me than I ever could! There have been so many blessings along this heartbreaking journey there is no denying that GOD IS IN CONTROL.....Elijah and I could not be in better hands!!! I miss my baby - we may be in different places but the same God holds us both in his loving embrace.

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